Moving onto present and future...

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So far everyone that I know and met told me to move and forget the past like my relationship for example... my best friend Tianna to drop it. She makes much clear points as I listened to her words, if I did keep thinking about my past on here it'll drag me down like a heavy weight! Everyone gave me advice and made strong points, thank you for helping me but now we have another problem... the future!

 Now that the past is forgotten, what we're looking at is that thing called future! You see the current bad state I'm in I don't have a future, just a bad future. Where to start... usually I spent most of my time day and night on DA so that's my life my life on DA. So basically it tells me what that i'll never be able to date anyone irl or have another gf! Yeah call me a loser if you want.... except *looks on the brighter positive side* I do have a future but NO ONE ever said it HAD to be in the same STATE where I LIVE! My future can be out and in another new STATE! WHo cares about my ex-parents they're nothing!

For now what's left of present isn't much... just nothing I mean where I live. Well the way I look at it it's more like (stuck on a rock between freezing cold water and boiling water) Other than that It's as flat and plain as farm land... without the farms, but it effects my moods; depression and miserable.. That's why I have to leave ASAP otherwise... bye bye!  Trust me moving and living in Pittsburgh will snap me out of depression and miserable, yeah this is something my ex-parents don't understand that's because they barley "think"  talking to them is frustrating sometimes! *sighs* Anyways about moving it's more hilly and more scenery and better for my health! my mood will be more happier and calm... you get the point.
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