On this day it was last year I met a girl named Kristie. This is where it all started; my first gf, dating, my first love and my fiancee. Well it was fun while it lasted, yet I wanted so much. But you know what I learned something from this, long distance relationships don't work out neither does online relationships. Kristie found someone in her state and in my state I'm........ just alone. I just screwed up everything didn't I!? It's like I threw away my whole future because of something, and that something is why she broke up with me. I know one day I might find some one.